I am in a deep funk. Each time I go to make an entry a voice in my head tells me that there is nothing I can talk about that people want to hear. Unfortunately, not many things are going right for me. The scale is tipped and the good stuff doesn't hold a candle to the bad.
I spent several stress filled days putting a deal together per a client's request only to have him decide not to present it. He will lose the opportunity to purchase this home and I fear he will deeply regret it. Now I must begin a new search for another home. I'm tired. Gas is expensive.
I have not felt well since Friday. Rob and I have not had the same day off in the past 8 weeks. Until today. He didn't feel well and slept a lot. It was disappointing. Usually Lent is a time of religious observance for me. This year I have not done one thing to make it so. I am disappointed in myself.
Tomorrow Rob's sister goes into the hospital for a test. On Tuesday they do the surgery to remove the cancerous tumor in her skull. It's scary. I don't even know if we will be able to get updates if his Mom remains at the hospital. I mean, I just don't think calling us will be a priority for her.
Tomorrow Verizon is coming to install FIOS for my computer. While I hope to be pleased with the results, it's a lengthy installation. It's supposed to rain all week and it is already getting cold again. My usually sunny outlook seems to be having an eclipse. I don't know how to fix it.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
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You've got so much going on, it's no wonder you're in a funk, but hang in there. You will get through this. It's draining getting a real estate business up and going, and until people are in something similar, they don't know how emotionally involved you can get with your clients, not just for your commission, but to truly help them. That takes a lot from you, and while getting started, the financial rewards are so small. Your sister-in-law is in my prayers. Finally, don't be too hard on yourself about Lent. The same thing has happened to me this year. It happens, but God/dess works in us anyway. Hugs to you.
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